Today is one of those days

It's one of those days today. One of those, not-so-good, wish-I-could-sleep-all-day, self-doubting kind of days. I'm sick of the winter, I'm sick of my friends treating me like a joke, I'm sick of feeling lovesick (I'm sorry.) with questions in my head that I'm afraid to hear the answers to.

I'm sick of things going great and the next day I get bitchslapped with crap. I want out. I want out of here. Start over. But I'm scared to be alone.

And I... no.

I just wish those memories would fade on days like these, since they make me considerably worse.

I'm alone, and I feel rather small. This fucking sucks.