DAMMIT!

"Good things come to those who wait."

Yeah. I missed the memo where it tells you the consequences. You know, the part where it goes away, or it doesn't last long?

I shouldn't have hung up the phone tonight, because after that, things got so freakin' shitty.

But at the same time, I make myself look like an idiot every single day, with the mindset that this is like the movies, and there will be a happy ending.

Take me back. Take me back to any day that made me feel like I was soaring through clouds. To December or April or March of last fucking year.

I'd kill to hear something positively honest.
Good honest, not belittling honest.

Breathe deep, one, two...
I need to get out.